Fucking cunt.
I can't keep it to my own self anymore. I might burst one day... It wont be a good fucking day to you I have to say.
Mad. I am never really this mad to someone.. You are the last person I want to be this mad.. Or hate.
I'm tiny little bit step closer to fucking hate you. I'm done with everything. I hate everything.
Maybe, I am not in the fucking mood to be lovey dovey like a fucking mother because this fucking PMS mood is a no joke man. Don't fucking mess with me right now.
You know I'm fucking mad when I use the word fucking too much.
That's just how I feel. I feel like a stupid fucking clingy bimbo trying to chase your ass.
Right now, I'm done. I'm done with everything. I'm done with you. I'm done trying too hard to please you. I'm done waiting. I'm done chasing. I'm done being stupid.
Dah lah. Menyampah. Benci. Rindu..
tapi rindu sampai benci.
Don't ever make promise when you can't keep up with it.. Okay?
K. K bye.
Just like you usually said.
fucking K fucking bye.
"Kelas pukul 3, pukul 2 nanti dah ada kat sini tau"
I considered that as promise. You've promised.
Ask Wanie how I stood waiting for you to fucking come. You can't even spend a minute to talk to me ke? Sial.
I waited. For 2 fucking hours I've been ogling the entrance waiting for you.
Then tadi Qa---- said you came lepak kejap dengan dia. Boleh pulak?
EH BOLEH PULAK?
And I called you, you NEVER pick up my phone calls.
Masa haritu, I have to call you to come baru you datang.. Itu pun muka kena paksa. Itu pun tak duduk, cakap dari jauh, lepas tu rushing sangat nak balik.
Dah la. Kali ni betul. tak tipu. I can't lie to myself no more.
I'm done. dah tawar hati.
And I don't fucking care if you're reading this. You are the one who changed me. You asked for it. Fuck off.
