If it is fated that one day I'm the one to go first..
I can absolutely say that I'm not ready. At all.
But, if it is written in Qada' and Qadar that way.. I want you to know everything I've every think about you, my loved ones, My one and only Mom and Dad.
How I fall for you..
How much you mean to me..
How much I never want to leave you..
How much I cared about you..
to everyone I love.
And please do read the notes I've written in my notebooks, diaries, blog. I never express thing to people because I never good at it. I keep it to myself by writing those.
I'm just saying this just in case.. yknow, You never know what's going to happen.
