last night.. I had a dream.
ㅡMore like a nightmare.
I dreamnt that I went to a mental hospital, Asylum. I don't remember where.. but there are lots of people that looks normal visually.. But deep inside them, there are something unexplainable. I went there and I didn't know where I was. So I make friends to them. So many people have treated me nicely. being very friendly.
Joking around, laughing, talk like normal people do..
One of them, I don't remember her last name.. But her first name was Sarah. She had ample of scars around her beautiful body. Those scars.. it doesn't look like a simple scars like all people have. It looks like a deep knife wounds around her body. But she still smiles like normal people do.
ㅡWhile she always had her fingers wrapped around a knife all the time.
"You might wonder where do I get all these scars around my body, right?"
She asked. I didn't say a word. Not even a bit. But I was wondering about it.
Maybe I was thinking out too loud?
"You do wonder." She said as she gets closer to me. Her smile was so devious.
Shit. What the fuck is going on?
"I found pleasure....in pain, Teha. I did this to myself. And to other people too.. So they can feel the pleasure....that I am feeling.
The color of the blood is my favorite colour of all time. How many times do you get hurt by someone, Teha? Tell me."
I don't fucking know.
"I can't remember" I said as I stepped back.
"When you hurt inside.. You won't see the result visually. Do you want to know how it feels on the outside?"
Fuck no. Nu-uh.
"You'll satisfied when you know how good it feels on your skin, Teha. Don't you trust me?"
"Sarah, You do this to other people? To who?"
She chuckled.
"I did this to myself.. My mom.. Dad.. My friend.."
".....maybe you"
She gripped my hand and run the knife deeply into my forearms but I got myself out and run away as fast as I can.
I was chased by her and she got me. I stumbled on my back. She got up on me and put the knife around my neck but I gripped her hands too tight making the knife fall off her hand. I grabbed the fucking knife and stabbed the all the way.
"This is the pleasure you've been talking about right?" I said.
She smiled and hissed.......and disappear.
I fucking pushed her dead corpse off my body and throw it in a plastic bag. not even care how it looks like. The thing is..
She is dead.
I threw the bag at a river and let it sink in.
When I get back to the Asylum..
She is there. Again.
end.
