Hey. Teha.
Hey,
Move on.... Look at him. It seems easy for him to forget about you. About what he did to you. About everything. He moved on.
Don't scold yourself anymore... go and get something sweet to eat. Wear make up or something so you'll feel pretty and less pathetic. He still sees that girl while you ruining yourself at home. Go outside and meet some new people.
It's okay to blame yourself.. It is your fault. But, Don't blame yourself forever.. People makes mistakes, Teha. No one is perfect in this world.. So stop feeling guilty to yourself and move on..
Like Syaif said, the world is damn cruel.
The world is not cruel, The people are.
But somehow they didn't realize what they did.. Because like you said, People makes mistakes... like you do.
It's normal. What goes around comes around. He will face the same situation like he did to you in the future. He will.
Yes, I was wishing for it too. It's okay, Karma's a bitch.
Just so you know, That one day when he face the same situation...... He will be recalled by this situation right now.
You.
He will remember what he did to you. How he broke your heart into tiny pieces.. How it feels like to be hurt this much.. Because lets face it..
You're his first girl.
So let it be... He's the one who doesn't appreciate you in the past. It's okay because it was his choice to be a straight up asshole.
You'll find someone better, Teha. Even though you'll have a trust issue but you'll still find someone better.. So please stop scold yourself and move on.
Like he did.
This is what your mind has been telling you... But your heart doesn't listen.
Its okay.. It will. It takes time.
